Self Indulgent Rambings on my Writing

[grenegome]

This post is me wittering on about my fic. About posting, writing, prompts, commenting, kink memes and kink bingo. Mostly Dresden Files with a pit stop for the Mentalist:

I hate posting fic. Not in a will people like this/will they comment kind of way, but in a copypasting/remember the headings/is this too long for the character limit/where do I put a chapter break/remember to link to all the chapters/have I done the cut-tag right/what the hell size font is this/oh crap tags kind of way. Essentially, it’s fiddly, and I’m a deeply lazy person with a fundamental objection to the kind of careful checking I need to do to make sure I don’t cock everything up. And sometimes I cock it up anyway :-D

I’ve been wondering if posting to the AO3 instead would solve some of this fussing (I’ve never tried it, but if it’s set up by fans specifically for the purpose of posting fic, it MUST be more user friendly). But I have a sneaking suspicion that people comment less there? (And I’m a shameless comment whore, regardless of content. Seriously, you can just be pointing out I’ve abused punctuation and I’ll light up.) I may be entirely misguided in that assumption though. But the kind of commenting I like, that can segue off topic into fannish squee about something completely irrelevant, I kind of feel I shouldn’t indulge in that there. Because it isn’t a blogging forum, it’s an archive for stories and feedback on those stories. I think. Perhaps people do use it in this way and I just haven’t hung out there enough to notice.

I shall continue in my pondering.

Ficcishness

My Redjohnloves you fic seems to actually be done on time. Which is a little, well, scary to be honest. I’m amused that I wrote for the prompt that I took one look at and thought “can’t do that”. Except I kept coming back to the idea. And poking it. And then somehow it got written.


Writing to prompts (and kinkmemes!)

It’s confirmed something about my writing that should have sunk in from my time lurking on the Mentalist kink meme where I discovered I REALLY like writing to prompts. Even (especially?) ones I might struggle with. Because the prompt is the essence of all the times I’ve spent ploughing through google and LJ and fic archives looking for a particular set up or a particular pairing, more trying to hit narrative kinks than sexual ones (though, hey, they overlap, I’m not fooling anybody :-D). And just being able to throw that particular query out there with a “pretty please” and crossed fingers, and see what you get? That’s really cool. Being the answer to another fan’s particular craving? Yeah, I really like that. I’ve always enjoyed giving people presents, even just little here’s-a-chocolate-bar things. And, frankly, it gives me the opportunity to justify things I wouldn’t always write. Instead of being honest and saying here’s something a little mad or disturbing that popped into my head, I get to say hey, here’s a prompt I filled! Which, thinking about it, may actually be a little cowardly. Hmm.

I’ve tried to envision a Dresden Files kink meme (though I doubt we’re a large enough fandom to sustain one?) and the sheer volume of possibilities kind of floored me. Because the cast is huge and the canon is cracktastic and I would request so very many badfic setups that were entirely id-indulgent.

Kink bingo (Dresden Files)

I’m not going to get a bingo, but I started with lowered expectations, figuring I just wanted to post something in the amnesty period, and I think it’ll actually be a couple of somethings. I’ve got Harry/original!Luccio for authority figures, which features no actual sex but just seems to cover the ground leading up to it. It’ll need a massive edit, because I want to re-read all the books before I commit more Dresden fic. There are some voices I’m not clear on (Luccio, Ramirez) and really, this is a ridiculous canon to be playing in after only one read through.

Harry/Marcone has half a fic written that’d fit either penance or obedience. There were bits of ideas for a genderswap for body modification, but that was threatening to blow out of proportion and has just been done really well by lightgetsin . I was kind of using it as a vehicle for exploring issues of trust and paranoia between Harry and Marcone in an established relationship, and also include a gratuitous amount of Hendricks being BFFs with Marcone and trying to give Harry a heads up about not being an entirely shit boyfriend (It’s his birthday on Friday, Dresden). So, I might run with it, or I might pull those issues out and graft them on to a different plot, I don’t know. And, uh, if I did write epic and ridiculous plot, it’s STILL going to be set before Changes. Like Harry, I get set in my ways. I was fond of the status-quo damn it, and I didn’t find the books early enough to have my fill of playing in it. Though post-Changes has equal and different kinds of awesome awaiting me, I’m sure.

 And, uh, I want to write Harry/Kincaid. For gunplay. But I keep backing away from that idea in terror. None of these would link up in such a way as to make a bingo for me, so I haven’t tried to get them down before the 31st. But yes, I think I’m going to be amusing myself in the amnesty period.

Comments

[beachkid.livejournal.com]

genderfuck, genderswap, sexswap: whatever colour you're looking at, i am waiting eagerly. ;) it's a really fantastic medium for discussion and exploration, plus it makes awesome stories when done well. also I was kind of using it as a vehicle for exploring issues of trust and paranoia between Harry and Marcone in an established relationship yes, please! the established relationship potential with those two, lemme tell you. but you already know. ;)

and oh man, dresden kink meme. it would be awesome, no? just for the fact that there are so many characters and so many possibilities. i get kind of overwhelmed by that every year come kink bingo time. BUT THERE ARE SO MANY, i say. one of these days, i'm going to attempt a blackout-essay. just because pretty much every kink has been hit in some way in the canon.

harry/original!luccio is a total favourite of mine i've never been able to give the time to write, and authority figures is pretty much the perfect square for that, i gotta say, so i am super pumped. prompts are really nice for honing ideas, i find. some big nebulous thing at the back of your head and finding a reason to pluck a few ideas out of it and make something new.

(harry/kincaid. *cough* kink bingo, you say. heavens.)

the amnesty period is one of the best things about bingo, i think. (and not just because there's one day and two fics left on my/our bingo.) there's the fun of trying to make a bingo, but all this time to play around in after without expectation, and with a greater capacity in some ways for really thoughtful and thorough exploration of ideas, characters, writing, kinks, etc.

also! posting. ugh. i have to block off at least an hour after a fic is done to read through it ONE LAST TIME and get it up at one place and READ THROUGH IT THERE WHAT CODING DID I FUCK UP and cross post to others, and then i always figure out something i've done wrong after everything's done anyway. "something" meaning "everything ever how did i mess that up?" of course.

[grenegome.livejournal.com]

prompts are really nice for honing ideas, i find. some big nebulous thing at the back of your head and finding a reason to pluck a few ideas out of it and make something new. THAT'S IT THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I WAS THINKING AND DIDN'T KNOW I WAS THINKING (how do you do that?).

A kink meme would be love. I half wanted to try and run one but, uh, realised that actually requires some level of organizational skill, so I'll stick with wishful thinking. And if you manage a black-out essay I will award you a virtual medal or something. That'd be epic.

...if your parenthetical coughing means you're writing Harry/Kincaid then there will be SO MUCH GLEE from me, so much.

Are you (and Shiplizard) aiming to hit a bingo as you're so close? (I was totally checking out your card yesterday to try and predict what you might be writing, hah. Not a stalker, honest.)

...I feel less of an idiot about posting now!

[beachkid.livejournal.com]

A kink meme would be love. I half wanted to try and run one but, uh, realised that actually requires some level of organizational skill, so I'll stick with wishful thinking.

haha, i know right? i would be willing to try, but i'd totally need to find a high functioning otherfandom one and stalk it for a while to see how it works. and i'd need a slow month at work or something. maybe! someday!

(*cough* *coughcoughcough*)

Are you (and Shiplizard) aiming to hit a bingo as you're so close? (I was totally checking out your card yesterday to try and predict what you might be writing, hah. Not a stalker, honest.)

(haa, awesome. any guesses?)

i think we are trying? we haven't entirely given in to defeat yet, at any rate. we're maybe a third of the way through each of the other two fics-- if we cut them short. you know. so we'll see. i'd really like to, but it's a busy time (see: one day. also, back to the work week.) so i won't be disappointed if we don't manage for the cut off. that said, i've managed to not manage, so to speak, for the past two rounds, so i think it would be great fun to get a bingo this year.

[grenegome.livejournal.com]

Hmmm...exhibitionism and oral fixation...I'm not actually brave enough to hazard a guess at a pairing because, well, you wrote Bob/Hendricks and I couldn't have predicted that in a million years....though coughing *may* indicate Harry/Kincaid which would be plausible for either kink. And, you know, awesome.

I'm torn between cheering you on for a bingo or going NO DON'T CUT THEM SHORT!!!11!!!1

[beachkid.livejournal.com]

(*coughcough* *cough (http://archiveofourown.org/works/110679)*)

[grenegome.livejournal.com]

*looks at pairings* OMFG AND THE ERLKING. Right...no...I'm going to be strong and get ready for work...argh.

[beachkid.livejournal.com]

oops. timing, sometimes i am pretty slick with it?

[grenegome.livejournal.com]

I was late for work BUT IT WAS WORTH IT. Also, reading explicit fic over my cheerios is an interesting way to start the day.